The purpose of meaning

What is the meaning of all this?
Why living straight to death, to hell?
Nobody is free from pain, some has a more painfull life than others, but it still too painfull.
My heart is hurt, why? Really don't know. Do you know why yours is like that?
Do you know what is comming next? Afterlife? No, next to the pain, after all this neverending suffering?

Life is made of whys, and there's nobody to explain them, we just have to find the meaning by ourselves, without any help. Some people say that we need eachother to pass through this, but where is everybody when you need?

When you really need you just find out that you're alone...